| Apr. 22nd, 2009 @ 10:39 pm Blog-a-licious |
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My blog is too blog-a-licious for you, baby? I've got nothin'.
So... I fear that my time with LJ is limited... but for good reasons. The fabulous RP created a blog for me. He's great like that. So... check it out if and when you get a chance. www.mobstarentertainment.com/keri
In other news: Mickey? I know, I know. A name you haven't heard in ages. Well... he got to me this evening, and all of those memories came flooding back, and for a solid... minute (two tops) I felt all emo. I remembered how he always broke me down and got to me, and how I still managed to hang onto feelings for him for ages. Why? Well clearly I hated myself and thought that I deserved to be treated like crap. Those days are long gone. What did I do? Put on music that makes me happy, and danced around for a few minutes and remembered how lucky I am to have gotten out of that situation.
Does it suck that I have yet to find a nice guy who finds me attractive, and who doesn't cheat on me and call me names, and tell me how gross I am? Sure. But I hold onto the idea that such a fella exist and I will find him in due time. Have I found nice guys that I adore? Certainly? Of course, the way the world works, we can't make others like us in return. So... for now, I am taking pride in the fact that I got this job for the summer. I will be embarking on a new adventure, I will get to see the stars again, be surrounded by nature, family, and friends... and art. I will push myself to grow. And I will most likely be so busy that I won't realize or care about the fact that I am single. And if I do... I'm sure the interns will have enough love and sex drama for the rest of us... making the rest of us glad that we don't have to deal with the real life Days of Our Lives or some crap.
I'm truely starting to embrace myself. I love to flirt. Surely, if the flirting would lead to dating a lovely gent, that might be better, but I'll just enjoy what life is giving me at the moment. I have some exciting stuff going on right now, and I am just soaking it all in. It feels good.
Don't forget... www.mobstarentertainment.com/keri |